School's a bore. Failed to skip school today. Thanks to my parent luh :(
My seat is as humid as ever. Sleep also cant sleep properly.
Went all the way down to Jurong east to collect pay from company.
Bishan > Jurong east then Jurong east > yishun!
I've phobia of train ride alre :( hahah! Next time accumulate my pay then go collect :P
Boring day, i want skip school tmr. Seriously nothing much to do at school.

I really dont know why people's feeling changes so fast. This minute they like this person, and the other minute they are in love with the other. Ironic much huh? Sigh. Puppy love. True love ask for no return. Sincere love, loves with a heart of gold. I dont get why people changes their feeling so fast. Maybe despo? I dont know. Or is it just that you just wanna get into a relationship .

Sport Day today. I was burning under the flaring sun. Argh>< Amanda, Vanessa and me tried to sneak out :P heheh!:D We were so dumb. Instead of sneaking out one hour before the thing end, we sat at one of the cafeteria there to eat cheese fries! LOL.We sneak out 15 mins before the thing end. RETARDED! heheheh!Then we wanted to go home then come out again to catch a movie. But like fail uh. :( hehehe! I went home bathe, then i nearly fell asleep on my bed. *yawnz* damn tired! so in the end didnt meet them :( next time luh :( Instead get mars our of her house to pei me eat lunch and trim my hair. hehehe! It's so good to have a close friend living near you<3I love you mars<3! Heheheh! She seem sad:( cheerup bbg. you ask me to be hyper and cheerful de lea. You also must be cheerup k?<3
heheheh!Today seem to be a happy day though. hehe i know why only :P
Sigh, you were the one that build me up but also the one that brought me down ! You gave me hope again, false hope. nvm used to it lerhh. at least i know i'm not forgotten :D i hope i didnt think too much :P

School's boring as usual. Didnt get to sleep today. The weather sucks -.- HAHAH!
When down to TCC GROUP for job thing. In the end they say i cant work, cos i havent 15 yet. mother fly high high!! :( But going training for job at the end of june Needa find ppl pei me lerhh :( sigh! Joan and Ger ah... 15 big la~ hehehe. after that went arnd clarke quay central to slack awhile then home. Sigh. Anybody 15 wanna work tell me lea. nobody pei me :( hehehe! Tmr sport day, suck big time man :(

Sunday is boring as usual -.- went out early in the morning with parents.
sian loh. reach marina at 0930, and realise all the shop was close and so no choice but to eat our breakfast at youshinoya (Y) ! hehe<3 After that, we shopped!:D My mum out of a sudden became very nice to me ! :O hahah! *shocking*
But yeah i appreciate it, thank you mummy<3!

Went to piano lesson early in the morning... lesson's awesome for once. I release all my emotions on it. There are tears in my eyes when i played, my teacher was shocked!
Then i went home myself , the bus journey was long. Think alot. I read our conversation again and again... We was so close then. We talked, laugh, joke, quarrel. hahah! I know it's never possible anymore. it means nth to you alre. It's been so long... I just cant forget, give up. i mean i dont have any hope lerhh. But the feeling is still there.. :( Sometimes, i hope i never knew you.

Continued to have cold war with parents... I dont know what to do. It hurts so much. Sometimes i wish i wouldnt have to come to this ruthless world. I'm lost.

Gave school a miss today! When out to meet yeng mars for lunch in the noon! hehe! Then met Vanessa after school to go her house slack. HAHAH! Her sis is such a fuss as usual! she made van very angry :( If i had a sis like her, she wouldn't live long! Hahah evil me!
Then went home late-.- fk suay suay at mrt station met my mum!
when home and parents made a big big fuss -.- screw them la, small things only.
Then parents talk for two hours loh. Sigh. Just gave them that dao face throughout! heck care them! hmph >:) yeah then i tolerated whatever they say. *training my tolerating skill* :D hahah! Yeah they cant stand me, then walk away.
Tears poured down when i get into my room. I'm not that strong after all...

No longer the same :(