Sometimes, i should be careful in who i open up to. Trust doesn't exist in this world, not even those closest to you. Yeah, th day started like usual ? Woke up wishing it was still weekend, dragging myself to school like usual.
I dont know what happened but i nearly black out and collapse when i'm gonna alight. My vision literally black out for awhile. It was so scary.. Felt not well the whole day, but i had to hang on.
Something happened in the past noon, made my feeling even more down. I wasnt even a little happy at all. It just made me worse.. Sigh. Maybe it's just my usual moodswing ?
Reap was a disaster. Okay maybe not that bad, it's just that instead of doing it i wrote letter to my darling sammy <3 Hehe! And Joan ! :D After that sammy left with her bf. Then ger , joan and me headed to J8. When around shops , and had fun. ( inside joke ) I seriously hate the woman at minitoon luh. Everytime i go she will use her small eyes keep staring at my friends and I. We are NOT criminals, no need keep staring -.- Yeah so on. Was Fun and entertaining much <3 hehehe!
Ger damn suay keep seeing ppl ! hehe ! She was piss :(

Anyways, it was fun at J8. But when i'm back home i'm emogirl96 again. Emo on twitter ! LOL! Then everyone will keep say i emo liao. :/
Sigh shall go sleep, headache. :(

I just realised i am frigging fat !
Shall exercise !! :)
Sleep alot this few days..
Gonna become PIG ler.
Okay maybe i am alre one! :P hehe!

Guess what's the liquid that cant be bought with money?
Tears.
They are th only liquid that are filled with true feelings.
They show pain, touched, sadness but only minority of happiness.
Haha.
" Tears are a very expensive liquid.Because they are the only liquid that shows the real meaning of pain. "
- twitter
Somehow so true ! :)

I will never forget that slap you gave me when i was only 8. I ran out of the house with blood streaks on my face.
I will never forget that fight i had with you when i was 11, where i ended up with scars on my palm.
I will never forget you using a cup of water splashing on my face.
I will never forget you insulting me.
I will never forget those hurts and scars you gave me.

Sorry but I can forgive but i will never forget.
Being replaced is the absolute worst feeling in the world.
What was I to you ?
A worthless piece of shit.
What if i disappear, will you look for me ?
I am no longer welcome,
the truth is i never was.

I miss you, i really do.
I miss those midnight conversations,
and I miss how you would make me laugh out of frustration.
Sometimes, i wish i could turn back time.
I could redo somethings,
maybe the ending would be different.

Stupid Gomez, early in the morning spoil my day ! -.-
confiscate sam's iPod although i was using ! idiot sia.
Damn fk leh she. See Mr low walk pass then purposely pick on me!
After that Singh walk pass, then pick on Sam. Damn purposely -.-
Tmr have to go see quek ! idiot. I every week have to be on the list isit?! ARGH! :(
Damn suay la.
But nvm today was a GOOD GOOD DAY ! (Y) heheheh!
I feel your care ! :)
Got quite a numbers of orders from ppl ! :) From blogshop. Oh yea, teenfashionattitude.blogspot.com !

Today is just a good day! I'm happy. I know it may not be true, but i chose to believe you.
Pain is a stabbing, a gut-wrenching, sometimes a vessel to bring me closer to you. So, i chose to be happy instead of suffering alone in silence.

“明知道没有结局，还死心塌地”

Today ain't a good day.
I dont like :(
I hate ppl who dao me.. :(
Sigh whatever shall not comment about peoples..
Sometimes, i just wish some people could understand some things.
The start of August sia, and it's start with a bad day! hmph.
Whatever luh. School was friggin' boring la.
Hahahah. Morning had CCE talk in the hall. The person damn funneh, PUDEN ?! LOL
I'm from category A :P while sam B and Joan C. We are all different peoples :)
I would prefer to keep things to myself while, sam is likes to relieve anger violently :( and joan is the calm type.. :P
So i should be tgt with joan, not so dangerous!
Yea.. so school's boring blah blah blah... -.-
Went home with QY after reap test. ate magnum ^^ yumyum! heheheh! she told me things yea. Hahahah!
I'm happy , i'm happy! at least, i'm trying to be! :)
Hahahah have been bothering sam for the whole day! telling he i want ecstacy, i was crazy. but jus kidding ! hahahah!

Dont jugde me for your unknown,
Dont tell me what you cant see,
Feel the still,
and take time to know me.


"Although i'm over you, but it still hurts to see you with someone else"