No one understands me, not even those closest to me.
Best friend, no longer friends.
Family, i dont feel any love or care.
School, you suck even more.

I broke down, i dont know why.
I feel so weak, as i cry.
Scars are not meant to feel the hurt, but to remember those hurts you've done to me.
Your words fuel anger, I just cant hide.
I tried to stay strong, but i feel myself about to collapse.
I'm losing myself in pain.

"说你爱我,是假的,说你想我,也是假的,说你不会让我流眼泪,更是假的"

I picture your face
and I know it's true
another minute flew by
just thinking of you.
what you said ,
stuck on my mind
those promises,
i will never forget.

I hate to feel weak, but i'm not strong enough to hold onto a smile.
I told myself not to give a damn. i couldnt do it, it's too hard.
It's good to know someone still cares now.
Your words just hurt me too deeply.

A Thousand Apologies

Sorry that I love you, sorry that i care
Sorry that we've taken for granted the love that we share
Sorry for the heartache, sorry for the pain
Sorry for what you gave if I didn't give back the same
Sorry for the waiting, sorry to waste your time
Sorry if I'm not worth it, you don't have to be mine
Sorry for mistaking something that I thought was true
Sorry if you don't understand why I do what I do
Sorry for my feelings if they're not enough
Sorry if we can't work through all this stuff
Sorry if you can't fit me into your life
Sorry if all I do is cause us to fight
Sorry if I'm cramping your style or getting in your way
Sorry if i don't say the things you want me to say
Sorry if I don't meausure up to what you want me to be
Sorry if I can't be enough to make you just want me
Sorry for apologizing but I dnot' know what to do
Sorry if my only dreams consist of me and youBeen very down these few days.

i hope i could still trust you.. or maybe it's me who's being too sensitive ):

I like talking to you ^^ heheheh! you always never fail to make my day.

If you didnt know, I'm friggin' stress over you. -.- I'm trying my very best to be patient with you.. :/ aiya whatever, i'll get used to it. :(
You wanna the truth? it's hurtful kkk! WTF. damn irritated with you. ahh whatever. -.- hope you would disappear from my life..

Anyways, i like sitting behind in class ^^ Use phone like no one's business ! Teacher dont even give a damn to me. plus samantha entertains me. it's heaven lahhh. but soon my grades will be going to hell, will keep detoriating. ah whatever, take nature by it's course ba :)

Bye :D

Nice nails huh? :D hahaha!

School's a bore -.- Hahahaa samantha sunburn's like so serious ): Joan and I keep disturbing her in school today, espescially during PE . Hehehe!
Daddy bought me a bakerzin orea cheese cake ^^ It's nice , but fattening. :P
Damn sian, i shall go sleepppp now ~
Night ^~^

Hahah today was fun uh :D
It was a awesome bday :D Thanks to the peoples who wished me :D Appreciate it like max :D Hahaha, espcially those who called at 12 ! LOL
Although abit disappointed someone didnt wished me early.. haha!
Hahahah friends gave me a awesome surprise at marina barrage. hehehehe! ^^
Had a wonderful time with Geraldine, Vanessa, Samantha, Joan And Mars. Stephen went back early LOL! anyways, it's was friggin' warm i swear. They had sunburn in the end. lucky me i didnt :P
Thanks<3