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Tuesday, November 22, 2011



Watch the movie 【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】 with yengyeng on monday at bugis shaw theatre. Was so proud of myself cause i'm able to buy NC 16 ticket ^^ HAHA!
I literally act pitiful and bluff the person i'm 16 kay.
HAHA.
yeah whatever we went in, and i swear i was living in a freezer for 110 mins!
Cold die me!
The movie was sad, very sad.
Reminds me of bad memories.
It teached me to let go too.
Let go what shouldnt be ours.
把不属于我們的幸福放手!
Recorded at 8:09 PM by Phyllis.
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

I'M INSANE !
I'm really going crazy. I wanna break down, really.
I dont wanna stay stong anymore.
Just feel so useless and worthless.
Hate it when i can't get what i want. when i only can get it in my dreams.
FUCK IT.

Recorded at 12:52 AM by Phyllis.
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Sunday, November 13, 2011





i dont know why but i feel extremely depress today.
I've no idea what's with me.
I feel lost, i feel like crying out.
Pain, i feel very hurt.

I dont know why, or isit that i dont wanna face up to it.
What a fuckup day.
Recorded at 5:31 AM by Phyllis.
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Saturday, November 12, 2011


No one cries because they want to.



Insecurities ; loneliness #fear.


I just have alot to say, alot to rant, but no one to hear.
It's all bottled in me.
I need space, i need freedom.
Sometimes i really hope that someone around me could me true, and not hypocrite.
Everyone's 2 faced.
I know who's true. who's fake.
I may not see through you, but i know what you're thinking, what's going through your mind.
I just kept quiet.
You may know me, but you will never understand me.
Insecurities held me with fear everyday.


I'm scared, fear that one day everyone will leave.
I'm learning to be independent.



Please don't make me fall if you don't plan to catch.

Recorded at 2:51 AM by Phyllis.
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Wednesday, November 9, 2011

mugged, mug , mugging.


O lvl chi tmr and i'm still blogging here. #preparetofail
Sigh sigh.


parents gonna be disappointed ):
shall go rest awhile and start to do papers!!
last minute work as always. but after tomorrow...


Party time :D
Can slack and relax without getting nag lo.
Recorded at 12:50 AM by Phyllis.
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011



What's the use of being nice to people? Gettin' used by them
Lesson learnt.
I've been thinking the whole night since at work just now..
Is like we just dont have the basic trust.
Nono, or it's just i trust you but you dont trust me.

Feel useless.

Why must i tell you everything when you dont tell my anything. unfair
so i learnt my lesson on not to trust people so easily again.

Friends? bullshit.
These may be words of anger. But it's what i feel.
I hate to be fake.

Anyways, talking to some emo little girl ):
worried for her.. sigh
but talking to her somehow reminds me of myself.
but talking to her feels nice. hope that she will get over her problems soon.

God bless.
Recorded at 12:36 AM by Phyllis.
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Monday, October 31, 2011


Too much expectation, just cause too much disappointment.

I shouldn't held high hopes, i shouldn't have so much expectation.
All i held was a little hope.

Silly me.
I could only constantly tell myself, i have already used to it.
Constantly distracting myself or rather hypnotizing myself.
Tired of smiling, tired of pretending.

I wanna be myself.



So true.
This is what they called, true friend.

Recorded at 7:24 AM by Phyllis.
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