Too much expectation, just cause too much disappointment.
I shouldn't held high hopes, i shouldn't have so much expectation.
All i held was a little hope. Silly me.
I could only constantly tell myself, i have already used to it.
Constantly distracting myself or rather hypnotizing myself.
Tired of smiling, tired of pretending.
I wanna be myself.
So true.
This is what they called, true friend.