I meant well, but no one appreciate it.
I gave up, you started to treat me better.
I'm your puppet , or you think i've no feeling?
You dont see me cying, doesnt mean i'm strong.
You see me crying, you thought i was over-reacting.

You think i'm really happy? no.

Mummy, i've no idea why you started to treat me so nice.
I'm scared, i would rather you be nagging at me and shouting at me.
Really . i'm scared ):

anyways, brother just came out from the operation theatre. he's well(:
hope he would be strong.
Thinking of it, he had gone through more then me.
So why am i whining here?
Silly me.