It's amazing what a smile can do.
But I'm tired of this fake smile you keep believing.
It's so tiring.
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life. My heart can't possibly break. When it wasn't even whole to start with.
Its easy to fake smile, but whats hard is pretending that its true.

You think you understand me and know me well?
That's bullshit.
A really true friend is someone that sees the pain in your eyes, unlike the other who believe the fake smile on your face.
I hate those who think they really know me.
If you really do, you would be able to see that my smile is fake.

You do understand me, the unreal me.

"If doing something I love makes me a loser then I'm glad I'm a loser."