nothing's like before, how i wish i could travel back time.
I wished i had study hard, i wished i had not met some people.
But what's done can't be undone. I can only just accept it.

haha, fuck up studies. fail all. what?! i dont wanna drop ): sigh.
how i wish there would be miracle.. who understands.
People keep telling me i wont drop. but who knows?
Lady luck aint with me.
I've no idea why you could be so happy, aren't you scared?
I hope that was just a appearance but.. sigh.

I dont know if what i'm doing is right. I don't know what i'm doing.
sometimes i really find you fuckin' irritating -.- argh. just cause of some reasons, i'm tolerating you. I dont wanna turn out if you . sigh.

You you you. i'm giving up on everything. i feel so empty without u sometimes. i feel lonely , although i'm not. i just feel lost. you often appear in my dreams. i told myself, it's in end but in my heart i still carry some hope. :/


shall bathe now, then head down to tpy for work. hope to get some appointments tonight.