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Monday, October 17, 2011


School today, boring like fuck.
Dancing program ?! haha! one joke only.
First half of the day , i skipped it (Y)
Then the stupid Boon Ya caught us =.='' , forced us to go back to the hall!
After break , skip again ! haha! While skipping , vanessa's nose bleed ): Dont know it's good or bad luh, but it saved us from going back to indoor sport hall! heheh! :D
Shoo yeah, skipped the whole thing :D
While at the P.E office "skipping" the thing, i asked mr yup about my promotion. Guess what? PROMOTED TO 4E !! Yayz!
Haha, actually it wasn't something happy to me, it's just a load of my heart. Just felt relieve..
What actually determined my mood is you. haha! why am i talking about this =.=' kay get back to topic.
umm.. yea so 1230 end school then went home. swear that imma goodgirl96! :D damn sian, #likeanolife ttmzxc!
So use laptop , watch my show, blog, bathe , then head out! ^^
Oh yea, found a song online. Really really nice, damn touching! i shall learn the piano version.




Hehe, i shall change my blogskin alright ? :) Gettin' sick of this vintage theme! heh! Shall get a simple but nice theme! ^^
After "mia-ing" for a day ytd, i sort out my thought.
Just as long you're happy, i will be. Liking someone does not mean that i needa get that person.
Was on the bus this morning, alone. So funny thoughts was rushing through my mind. Thoughts going wild =.=' Recalled alot of things, then i realised they are no longer there.
They are only memories now.. felt a sense of prick through my heart, felt like cryin' but i held my tears. haha! shoo yea, text-ed sam and asked her to meet me at back gate ! hehe! I hate th feeling of losing, this feeling had never left me since young.



Anyways, i saw this photo on google. It's disgusting , i know. But the first thought that came through my mind was not how disgusting it is.
It is how much pain this person must have gone through..
The hurt, the pain..



This ain't that disgusting, there are worser ones on the web. :/ Feel those pain. Why so stupid? Cutting yourself ain't gonna solve problems. Why torture yourself further when you're feeling at your worse in the heart.
Why? Cause this is the only way to remove pain that is hurting you heart. Physical pain sometimes remove/distract your mental pain.

Oh, long post today. Writing down all how i feel. Shall go watch my anime now , then bathe and head out :)
P.S i've no idea since when i get shoo into anime, "Special A" <3 I swear it's damn damn nice , touching though! hehehe :D

"Sometimes I feel like we're friends, sometimes I feel like we're more than friends, but sometimes I feel like I'm just a stranger to you."
Recorded at 12:11 AM by Phyllis.
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